Saturday, December 28, 2013

A Winter's Day



Last night's rain had ended sometime in the middle of the night leaving puddles of slushy ice where footprints in snow had been.  It was the first morning in five days without snow or freezing rain.  The temperature was somewhere in the thirties, I'm guessing, and warm enough to leave my heavy winter coat behind.
 It was the first time in days that I could go outside using only my red and black wool shirt as a jacket.  As I walked the slushy path down to the garden.  The snow was still deep enough to watch my footing as a skirted the large wood pile.  It had been there for two weeks now.  A crew cutting down trees a mile or so away dropped a large load of wood in my driveway at my request.  I saw the wood stacking up where they were cutting and could not help but stop and ask for some.  They were more than happy to get rid of a large truckload and I was more than happy to add it to my winter supply.  We started chopping the cut rounds in to smaller pieces that would burn easily in our wood stove, but that lasted two days and the rest of the stack sat untouched as the snow storm had come and covered it ... the axe still leaning, snow covered,  against the pile.  As I headed down our small hill to the garden, I used our one casualty of the storm for support.  A beautiful tree in the garden that had broken under the weight of the heavy snow on the first day of the storm.  It was an unexpected loud crack that we noticed at the time but had not realized where the noise had come from.   And now half of the tree lay on the snow connected only at the splintered trunk.  We are surrounded by hundred foot tall evergreens and when it does snow it is always a concern that one of these will come down, but I had never expected this beautiful little tree, sheltered in among the giants,  to be a casualty of any storm.  Once the snow is all gone I will take a chain saw and see what of the tree can be saved.  The rest will be added to our pile of firewood.  The artistic shape of that tree and the sweet smelling purple flowers will be missed.
 The garden itself had fared well under the snow.  
Large rings of melted snow surrounded each container and the snow covered branches and vines of yesterday were now bare.  With all to see, the first thing that I noticed was not visual, but the sound of the wind in the evergreens.  The rush and flow as if the sound of waves against a beach.  I have always loved the sound of the wind in the trees ever since I was a small child.  It is a soothing and comforting sound to me and one of my first memories as a small child.  I can never hear it without thinking of a canyon across the street from the house I was born in.  I moved from that house when I was only three, but the sound is still locked in my mind.  Spring is still a long time away, but life still goes on in the garden under the snow.
 Red berries, green moss, the red and green colors in the strawberry leaves. 
 Even a dandilion or two trying to decide if it was warm enough for yellow flowers to unfold.
   

Catching Up From Last Year - A New Start


The snow has finally stopped and a light drizzle of rain falls from a flat grey sky.  Icicles drip from the eves of the house and snow falls from the evergreens.  The birds are less frequent at the feeders now that the snow is melting, however, a humming bird continues to visit the red glass bottle feeder in the garden every few minutes capturing our attention and entertaining us through the large picture window on an otherwise uneventful snowy winter day.  The garden is covered in snow.  The orderly rows of black containers with their tangle of grape vines present a contrast of black and white, order and disarray.

Only the stalks of last years harvest seem to find their way above the snow in other parts of the garden.  Last year's growth,  that should have been cleaned out long ago,  still lingers as a reminder of warm summer days and a bounty of fruits and vegetables.

I am learning to see.
This is the year I am learning to observe my surroundings.  Not the garden and yard I am so familiar with.  Not the view out over the hills to the distant lake.  Not the familiar things I can visualize so easily with my eyes closed.  But really see.  The things that I have walked by a thousand times and looked at directly and yet somehow looked through as if they were a clear pane of glass or not really there.  This is the year I will try see what I have always been looking at but have never really seen.
My garden will be the setting for for this new experiment.  
Not the big world around, but a small space in my back yard.  A world within my garden ... as amazing as any distant land, I believe, when I open my eyes.  Really open my eyes and see.